Sunday, May 30, 2010

2 new creations from me and quickpages freebies







Scrapkit: Zoology by KiKeKa Kits @ Scrapping bratz
you may purchase full kit here:

it's on sale right now for $1.50 for tagger size how can you beat that?

here's the download links for the quickpages:

Friday, May 28, 2010

New Works of Art by me From: Kit: In the meadow by Designs By Stina


and a taggie I made for the kit designer:



Kit is called: In the Meadow you may find it here:

Scrapkit by: Designs By Stina you may find her here:

Poser Tubes Created by:

Right now this awesome scrapbook kit is on sale for $2.00! hurry up and get it cheap while you can, if your a true twilight fan you'll think your actually laying in the meadow with edward as you create your photos!

Scrapping Bratz huge memorial day sale!!!!!



you may find them at:


tell them Becky W from Memories are Forever sent you!

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

random misc thoughts....


this picture is of my little man after his open heart surgery. he was so swollen looked like a little butter ball turkey :(

Sunday Kiya was sick with a fever of 102.5 off and on all day, thank goodness hers only lasted 24 hours but I still had to keep her out of school on Monday, she went back today and has been fine but now Hunter has been running fevers off and on all day. Just had to wake him up and put him in the bath it was at 102.7 under his arm which usually indicates it's at least one more notch higher. Poor baby he was so hot his arms were bright red and his legs. When is it ever going to slow down for him? If it's not one thing it's another. Also I've been looking more into going back to work but how can I fully have my attention at work when i'm non stop worrying about my kids? Plus I haven't worked since I was pregnant with kiya that was almost 5 years ago now what will the employers think of my huge gap in the work history? Sorry must seem like i'm rambling but so much is going on right now it really does feel better to get it all out. Josh keeps thinking I could find work at home but that's almost impossible without having to pay for a package to start a home business. you would think the state would have more funding for families with disabled children at home but they really could care less. anyways that's all for now I suppose just had to get a few things out. any suggestions?

Saturday, May 15, 2010

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Friday, May 14, 2010

What is DiGeorge Syndrome?


Many people have never even heard of this syndrome including myself until I was pregnant with Hunter. At my 2cd ultrasound I was more terrified then I have ever been in my life. It seemed to be going well and the ultrasound tech didn't say much during the ultra sound so after he gave me my pictures I was on my way home not thinking much of it when he called my cell phone asking me to come back in right away for more pictures. That already had me worried. Through the whole second set of pictures I was laying there scared and all alone, they're sperm donar had bailed on me a few months before this, his alcohol was more important to him then his wife and kids and my mom was at home watching kiya. After he was done taking all the pictures he asked a cna to escort me to a regular room to await the Obgyn so he could tell me what was going on. When my Dr. finally came in I was already almost in tears. He was very polite, sat down next to me and explained that they found in the pictures that Hunter would be born with a Cleft Lip and possible Cleft pallet. he was still too small yet to get exact diagrams of how big the hole would be in his lip so the dr. reffered me to valley childrens hospital for a 3-d ultrasound and also reffered me to a high risk pregnancy doctor in fresno. After hearing all this news I was in shock, I had to force myself out of the clinic and to my mom's van and I just sat out there and cried. Why my child? Why me? What did I do wrong to make this happen to my innocent baby? The only support I had at the time was my mom and I would wake up crying in the middle of the night from horrible dreams on how I thought my baby would look like. Finally the time came to when we had to go up to valley childrens for the 3-d ultrasound. They were able to take exact measurments of the cleft lip and cleft pallet and they did a very throurough ultrasound, this is how they found his heart condition. As if his cleft lip and pallet wern't enough the ultra sound tech there had to explain to me about his heart. He has what's called Tretrology of fallot with absent pulminary valve syndrome. Basically what that means is there was a huge hole in his heart, one of the arteries was so enlarged that it pushed his left lung up to where it didn't develope right and he was missing the pulminary valve vein. After this it was constant dr. visits to my high risk dr in fresno wich was a 45 minute drive at the time. The first visit with him he already indicated that he believed Hunter had Digeorge syndrome. it's a very rare genetic disorder that affects one in 4,000 to one in 6,395.
well that's enough on the subject for one night alot of hurtfull memories are being brought up with it so i'll stop for the evening. comments are welcomed and there will be more no worries.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

My creations from a wonderful designer, Steadfast + Immovable

This is a brand new store i'm working with and so far i'm loving her kits! If you like them as well you may purchase them @ :http://steadfast-and-immovable.blogspot.com/search/label/Young%20Women


The first kit i'm working with is called:
Families are forever.
an adorable kit with tons of alpha's, elements and beautiful papers
perfect for weddings.

1st layout:
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2cd layout:
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Hello loves, my name is Becky and this blog will have a little bit of anything and everything that's going on in my life. I just recently married the love of my life Joshua, on January 9th, 2010 and I am a proud stay at home mommy of two beautiful children. Kiya Grace age 4, my little drama queen but always knows how to make her momma smile, and Hunter Gage, age 3 my little pride and joy, at birth he was Diagnosed with DiGeorge Syndrome a very rare genetic disorder that affects the heart and thymus. At 3 days old he had open heart surgery to repair Tretrology of F allot with absent pulmonary valve syndrome which they replaced with a cow vein. yes a cow vein saved my sons life. There will be more on him later probably quit a few chapters we have been through so much but he keeps fooling everyone and getting stronger every day. My other hobby is designing. I'm addicted to paint shop pro what can i say....lol I started about 10 years ago on one of those old taggin groups before myspace was even thought of....lol having kids kinda separated me from it for a bit but when I came back my good friend showed me the ropes of running a design site on myspace and I won't ever look back....lol html usually is not my friend but I have learned quit a few tricks and i'm hoping soon to start learning how to make my own digital scrapbooks that I can share with you on here. Well for my first post don't think this is too bad....lol bloggin is new for me but like i said i learn fast.